Okay so I need some help.
Recently, my cousin Danielle tried to hook me up with her friend, right?
Little did she know, I'm taken, so I turned him down, but I told him I'd still like to talk to him, get to know him better, and you know, actually be friendly.
But now I'm scared.
Because, when I talk to him, he's a lot like myself, and he understands all I've been through because he's been through all the same.
And it scares me because it's really opening my eyes to all the things that I'm not happy with in my own relationship.
Which, granted,
These things are pretty minor, but in a way, they're really bigger than I seem to think.
And by no means am I going to leave Dylan to go out with this guy; I'm not that cold-hearted, plus I know that the geographical distance would make it kind of hard on me; I get lots of separation anxiety when my significant other isn't around for awhile (btw, this guy lives in VA, I'm in CT).
But I'm worried because it's just really opening my eyes to what else is out there and to what I've needed in a relationship, and in life in general.

So here's my idea of what's going to happen.
If I continue to feel like this, I'll probably break it off with Dylan; it's not fair to do that to him.
After that, I'd like to stay single and flirty for awhile while I try to figure out what I'm really looking for, because as amazing of a boyfriend as he is, I can't honestly say that Dylan is everything I need right now.

But I don't want to do this because I don't want to hurt him; I really do have HUGE feelings for him, and he hasn't done anything wrong.

I don't know, I feel like a whore, and I don't know if I should do what's right for me because nothing good ever comes of that in my case..

Any pointers?
Please, any kind of assistance would be greatly appreciated, because I'm stuck at a wall here.
And please, if you have my number or something, call me because do need to talk about it verbally.

Thanks in advance to anyone who might help out.

x.Niro.x <-Is Broken...--